As I awaken this morning I begin to think of my new goals in life. I plan on joining the United States Air Force (hence the name of the blog), getting through college, and someday being a happy man with a wife and some kids. That seems so boring now that I say it out loud. I also want a tiger... And a falcon. Now my life is badass.
Anywho, I have become a bit of a fitness nut since being recruited early this March. I hate running, but I love the feeling after the run of "Holy shit I just ran three miles... Bet Jim can't do that!" In that scenario Jim was a fake name that I made up for the point of saying that I'm in good shape now and I'm proud of it. I cannot even express how amazing it feels to get up and feel more strength day by day. I almost feel like I should go be a vigilante or something. Almost.
It seems about time to recap the last year. I began my freshman year at University of the Ozarks last fall and did surprisingly well. Halfway through the year I had a 4.0 and I realized that I was not being challenged whatsoever. I looked toward other programs for film (my one true passion), but all of them were soaring toward the 70,000 range and I knew we couldn't make it. So I did as any young and able bodied American would do in this sort of a situation. I blindly and rashly enlisted in the military. During this year I have only officially dated one woman; Alexa McCamey. She twisted things around on me in a way I never would've expected. She manipulated me and kept me thinking that everyone in our friend group was mad at me, so I never went out to see them. It has taken me a good while to try to love again. I attempted at dating a few times, but it never seemed to work out in my favor. Darby didn't think I trusted her, Devyn's partygirl lifestyle was too much for me, but now Jordyn. Jordyn has come along and accepted me for all of my faults. I don't know why she'd do such a silly thing as to accept a man like myself, but she has. I am in no way a Christian, but she loves me all the same. Every time I'm with her she'll hold me and tell me that she'll never let me go. I like to feel like someone won't leave for once. I may have abandonment issues.
This is it for today. I have to go to work out and then get ready for work. Walmart workin'! Hey, a job's a job.
So long for now,
Dalt
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